Wednesday 30 March 2011

TO COURT OR NOT TO COURT

I happened to visit a local court today.
The story should have ended here. But how would I then satisfy my penchant for elaborating?  So it has to be told.
Well, then, I visited a local court today. It had been one of my life-long ambitions to see the inside of a courtroom. My son too was eager to find out what reality looked like, away from the movie sets he had had occasion to see up to now.
We drove through the crowded roads and a maze of winding twining narrow lanes in the heart of the city to arrive at the gates of the ‘Civil Court’.  It turned out to be an almost dilapidated building stretched over two blocks of patched cement and peeling paint joined by a narrow overhead bridge. We stood beneath the bridge, squinting in all directions to find a way in, and up to the third storey where we were expected to see the honourable civil judge. We were given a long, complicated plan to walk right round the two blocks, and emerge at the so-called front gate which we had failed to notice at first glance behind the dizzying throng of people, and, after panting across the entire distance we found ourselves standing beside the same black gate we had started from. Three flights of stairs waited mockingly just behind the red brick pillar we had been leaning against.
Gasping for breath, I stumbled into a small room and flopped on the first chair I could find. Across me three pairs of beady eyes watched on with dull interest. My son was extremely anxious to locate the honourable judge and so we looked around us with renewed energy to spot someone who resembled him. An almost emaciated, dhoti- clad person sat on a broken chair with a couldn’t- care- less attitude, yawning at all and sundry with an appreciable level of boredom. In front of him was a semi-circular table, and beyond that a high desk. Pushed away from it sat a high chair, sheathed in green with a distinct intricate designing in gold at the back that indicated the ownership of someone in high office. Upon asking if the chair belonged to the honourable judge, he nodded with great difficulty and went back to his dreams. I did not have the heart to torture him further by asking where this distinguished person resided at the moment.
With unlimited time on hands (my lawyer said he would be around in 5 minutes) I started contemplating the atmosphere. Those three pairs of beady eyes belonged to two men and a lady, all hanging to dear life on their last breath, or so it seemed, holding greasy files overflowing with yellowed papers, talking to each other in hoarse whispers. The cemented floor around my feet was coated with layers of dust, and on a table in one corner, a huge pile of dog eared books and papers rustled under the creaking fan. The windows were bare of blinds and two gaping squares stood wide open just next to the split ac on one of the walls. Good preparation for load-shedding, I thought. But would they be having it at all? Around me people came and went. The high, carved chair, made for a king, remained empty.
Forty-five minutes later, an extremely flustered middle-aged man hurried into the room, scanned the faces and walked up to me with a nervous grin. He was my lawyer. (At least the 5 minutes part was right.) Accompanying him were two white clad young ladies holding files and other paraphernalia that hinted on their being lawyers too. The judge, he said was crammed with hundreds of cases and was too busy to attend to mine just today. He had granted him special permission to record my statement in the presence of the ‘commission’, (the two young ladies) and would be very graciously awarding me another date to appear before the court in a month’s time. I looked at my dusty, aching feet , thought of the three flights of stairs I had puffed my way up, and signed the papers thankfully. At least I was getting another chance. Those three beady eyed people were here for the sixth time, I was told.
There was a burst of laughter as I rose to leave. My son, driven by curiosity, peeped through the open door of a small adjoining room and found four people comfortably seated on cushioned chairs around one person of seemingly higher rank, on a higher chair. The dozing man beside the circular table raised his head and mumbled that the judge was holding conference in the next room and ought not to be disturbed. The judge? My attention was riveted. I too had never seen a real judge and what better opportunity than this to see a real judge in conference? I moved hastily towards the room and barely had had the chance to peek at the men laughing uproariously, the table laden with tea and delicacies and the ‘judge’ lounging in his chair with his booted feet on the table, that the door was slammed shut , missing my intruding nose by a few centimeters.
‘Why did they have to shut the door like that?’ my son asked, 'we just wanted to see the judge.'
I trudged back with a heavy heart. Isn't this the dilemma of the whole nation? Doors are being shut on us by the very people we expect to open them for us.
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THE NINE WOES

I feel I MUST share with you these wonderful observations of Kahlil Jibran which force us to stop dead in our tracks and THINK.

Where as a nation do we stand in view of this description? Where are we heading? What are we planting and leaving behind for our successors?


THE NINE WOES 

  • WOE to the nation that departs from religion to belief', from country lane to city lane, from wisdom to logic.
  • WOE to the nation that does not weave what it wears, nor plant what it eats, nor press the wine that it drinks.
  • WOE to the conquered nation that sees the victor's pomp as the perfection of virtue, and in whose eyes the ugliness of the conquerer is beauty.
  • Woe to the nation that combats injury in its dream, but yields to the wrong in its wakefulness.
  • WOE to the nation that does not raise its voice save in a funeral, that shows esteem only at the grave, that waits to rebel until its neck is under the edge of the sword.
  • WOE to the nation whose politics is subtelty, whose philosophy is jugglery, whose industry is patching.
  • Woe to the nation that greets a conquerer with fife and drum, then hisses him off to greet another conquerer with trumpet and song.
  • WOE to the nation whose sage is voiceless,whose champion is blind, whose advocate is a prattler.
  • WOE to the nation in which each tribe claims to be a nation.
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Saturday 26 March 2011

Remembrance

" Jeewan rog nahi janaa'
 lekin woh jo marham ban kar
 Har ik zakhm sula detay thay
 Ab woh log nahi Janaa'."
                                                                                 (Amjad Islam Amjad)

In memory of my dear father. Rabbe Arhamhma Kamaa Rabbeyani Sagheera. Ameen
26th March 2011 
(four months today)

Friday 25 March 2011

Musings of the Heart

With more time on my hands, I often find myself reminiscing. There is a bitter-sweet pleasure in looking back and picking up the threads from the days when  life was a  " Milky Way" and the entire universe looked like a 'Galaxy'.
One of my favourite memories is the time when I arrived in Lahore for further education and the wonder (coupled with bewilderment) I felt at every new experience, as days went by. Following is an account of my early days in Lahore, and the newly awakening love I felt for the place.
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I cannot say that it was love at first sight.
It just grew upon me-like a rose-bush that would creep and crawl , slowly and steadily, leaning  against your garden wall – and suddenly one day you would be engulfed in the sweet scents without even realizing its coming through that back door you cross  each day without a glance towards the surroundings. You would follow the whiff-and there it would be – a fiery blaze of red, swaying gently in the breeze, beckoning to you, dazzling you, curling its way into the deep recesses of your heart, its fragrance nestling warmly in the intricate maze of your mind.
And so the love of the city grew- bit by bit, day by day.  
Looking back at those early days in Lahore, I can almost relive the moments when initially, I used to cringe at every foul smell, jerk at every fire-cracker thrown at my feet   (well, almost) as I picked my way back to the college hostel after a tiring tour into the cramped bazaars for my weekly shopping, and burst into tears at the mere sight of a lizard strolling around, the biggest beneficiary of democracy in the country.
I look back now and I smile.
Those days soon swept into oblivion. And were replaced by the more pleasant era of happy, care-free days of  youth, long walks in the garden, mingled with choruses of  sing-song voices after the daily ritual of dreary drab dinners in the hostel mess, and rounds of coffee back in our rooms, which always followed the same pattern…locking the door, sneaking out the electric heater, putting on water to boil in a stained yellow saucepan, the rigorous beating of coffee and sugar in the huge porcelain mugs and finally… the heavenly aroma penetrating the air in the small, cosy room filled with a dozen or so home-sick girls gathered to find solace in each others’ company.
The city itself unfolded a new wonder each day. I slowly began to associate with the typical characteristics of Lahore and its dwellers. The tinkling bell of the milkman’s bicycle each morning signalled the time to lock my room and hurry to my first class of the day. The ‘masi’ hovering around in my room, would give me subtle hints about this poor boy who had to pay his fee today or would be expelled from school, and that poor girl who was trying in vain to collect enough money to buy medicine for her little baby    (the first boy after five girls and so even the more precious). And I would quietly slip a red note in her palm after which she would leave, beaming affectionately at me. I began to love the morning smells and sounds : the dust in the air, the fresh dew on the college lawns, the monotonously consistent rattle of the auto-rikshas, the ecstatic belching and mooing of the cows being herded across the busiest roads of the city on top priority, the blaring horns , the roads giving off heat as they snaked across the length and breadth of the city, and thousands of people milling around at all hours of the day, each with a different story to tell, a different burden to carry.
My love for the city was infectious and it spread to my life veins permanently. I was destined by fate to marry a staunch Lahorite and settle down in the city of my dreams permanently.
The romance continues.
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